HER LAST ..

I saw fear in those eyes
cold liquid fear
in those brown eyes.
somehow,
instinct had whispered
Breathed few words.
That this was her last
Her last day in the world.

I felt sheer power,
energy in those muscles,
as she kicked and spasmed.
she had always seemed so frail,
so weak.
she was provingml me wrong, strong!
kicking, throwing, jerking ...
Her last.

I was shocked by the speed
that heart's momentum
as it pumped, it's last.
the knife dug deep,
I felt the warm spurt of blood
on my skin, spurt after spurt.
she had harmed me not,
but I murdered her, the goat.