RELIEVING ...

Have people ever been prejudiced and ran away from you?
have you ever started talking and people sink away from you?
have your friends ever considered you the very prescription of shame?
Has failure to you ever sounded like a compliment?
Your teachers calling you stupid and you know you aren't,
friends thinking you crazy, that you do weed
and girls thinking you are impotent coz you don't spread your seed
and nobody comes to your rescue at your moment of need
fight demons alone with no one to lend you a shield.
half of your life spent in hot soup, tryna wade
selling hot soup in the evening, money has to be made,
During the day you lost in the sun, no shelter for shade
And the other half you've worked your ass off, tryna get paid.
always testing waters that are either too deep or too cold
sometimes wondering for what purpose you were made

I grab the bull by its horns and end up being gored
try to grab life by it's balls but it's wearing a steel pant
I ain't giving up though, Nope I don't do that shit
success is my only freaking option, so goodbye failure, beat it
I was aiming at the moon, but I already hit it
I this dream I had last night, smashed every single bit
the smithrens fell on the ground, creating a beat
I'll write some lyrics for it, its gonna be a hit
better grab your radio, and tune it, full blast
I'll soon be shining, go on and wait
am fishing for success, an my pen is my bait.